I've literally never traveled more than a few states away and I hated every second...
fr though traveling is sooooo stressful to me but people worldwide fascinate me. So different but so similar at the same time. Instructions unclear I now want strippers at my funeral.
I want a goat story mug that accepts a contigo autoseal top. That curved shape fits perfectly on my hip and the contigo autoseal keeps my stupid ass out of trouble. I messaged a company that does food safe 3d prints and they quoted me $600 at the least and I don't even really have the skills to 3d print something let alone select the right material, make sure the nozzle is lead free and has never been used for anything else, then sand and seal (and I'd have to make sure the threads still accepted the cup after sanding / sealing). Alas, it is but a dream.
Oh I'm superstitious about a great many things but I try to make it as useful as possible by being the most superstitious about not practicing regular gratitude. So for instance I'll "wish" or "bless" someone with something like "a boring shift" because that's the kind of thing it's important to remember to be grateful for. Or instead of saying it's "quiet" (a common bad-luck superstition in healthcare), I'll comment that "I have been blessed with a good night so far."
A core component of my spirituality that I've reflected on lately is that regardless of what I do or don't believe cosmologically, spirituality and religion offer a huge amount of emotional / psychological tools that have stood the test of time and appeared across multiple religions in various forms due to sheer usefulness. These include things like community and regular gratitude and mindfulness practices.
They absolutely can and have been analyzed and implemented in other ways, but that requires a lot of research and very careful coordination of a lot of individual components. Meanwhile I've found a remarkable amount of success emotionally and psychologically in connecting with a faith community that has all those things built in and which has a LOT of other people who are doing the same thing to support me sticking with it.
I've finally discovered the section of pysol that has "tarrock" games! It's available on fdroid and the best game IMO is "pagat" which is very similar to freecell!
There's been too many. At this point taking back one would just make another more glaring. I'm just like this. Starting EMDR on Monday and hoping they'll be able to program out the random crippling guilt over literally everything.
Sudden onset is very concerning OP. In the US most pharmacies have a FREE blood pressure check station. If the top number is over 160 and/or the bottom number is over 110 go to an urgent care, if the top number is over 180 go to an ER. If your blood pressure is normal make a primary care appointment or audiologist appointment because sudden onset still highly suggests that it's a secondary symptom that may very well go away when the underlying cause is treated.
TLDR; good news very possibly not actually permanent, bad news, you actually really need to check that you're not sick.
I hate that 9/10 the only decent bubblegum flavor is Disney branded. Mint toothpaste makes my lips and tongue swell and I have no idea why because mint tea and candy is fine. ¯(ツ)_¯
:( ty anyway