I kindof want to try mushrooms at some point, part of me wants to try LSD again but after that first experience I'm not sure I'd ever be able to do it again without stuff going badly
Same here, I got the impression that therapists aren't interested in that sort of stuff and when we kept focusing on the shallow lifestyle stuff I felt like it wasn't getting anywhere and stopped going
Deepseek V4 Flash exists as a small open-weight model and is crazy cheap for what it is capable of. ClosedAI/Anthropic and other non-free models are sketchy AF with their pricing and basically everything else about them.
I kindof want to try mushrooms at some point, part of me wants to try LSD again but after that first experience I'm not sure I'd ever be able to do it again without stuff going badly