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  • So are you a dick to everyone that admits they're not in the right headspace or just me. I admit I'm a manipulative narcissist that can make people like you feel shitty. I already pointed out in the past that Lemmy users are mentally ill and need to confront their issues.

  • yes actually im intentionally making you all curious so that yall will listen and to help me process old trauma. yeah i plan these things in advance and i use a manipulation tactic to bring people together

  • yeah I enjoy it, i actually hesitant to encourage that behavior or give people advice on that. I don't want mentally abusive tactics being used by irresponsible people or other lesser narcissists.

  • weird when I get drilled for a claim someone made. the context is that its apocryphal. they said they worked with psychopaths in a psych ward i think (memmories fuzzy but its in one of my lemmy accounts). I actually do agree with him and it caused a little self reflection

  • oh no you can feel different levels of shit for sure, you can have suicidal thoughts then it stops... I don't know psychology all that well. manipulation is more intuitive for me. i mean that as more context for what i actually mean

  • well a guy claiming to by a psychiatrist said i wasnt a psychopath but instead a sadist and dipped. and i think i got diagnosed as that kind of depression where you don't feel as high of swings

  • im malicious to people i think deserve it. I dont have to pegged as a gennerally malitious (was gonna say narcissist, but your no where close to that), id say you're a generally mentally healthy person, few flaws I can tug at (it would be petty to tug at them). I tell IDF solider that I hate them that they're awful human beings and i hope that i hurt them emotionally, i love making people that advocate war crimes realize theyre the villian and crash out, and i openly told my maga neighbor that zohran mamdani is doing a good job to mess with him an hour ago.

    the issue is I'm basically predatory against societies worst.

  • I've done that in the past. and i work on absolutely destroying ego's for my amusement. it's my favorite hobby

  • if i can get it right sounds like this is a way to broach the subject. my reaction is that i can tolerate a lot, generally I can manipute people without lying and my simply moving erratically, talking about all the acts of charity I do. i do meal shares, i go to city council meeting out of blind faith in class solidarity, and I contribute to the members of the organization without asking anything in return. i can make myself look super freaking awesome and rub it in peoples face. also i set up all those things as trap for anyone that wants to attack me to get utterly humiliated.

    best way for me to articulate that in my state

  • I've been working on myself and trying to be a better person. I've seen the beauty of nature and see how the entire history biosphere has made me and the bacteria i rely on and the food i eat. i learned to love every living thing because i can use them to influence events well beyond my death. I should learn to love other people because they're the most capable species

  • okay, okay, i get it. thanks for sharing ill reread it when I sober up.

  • that's noted. but i need reasons, i have to process the logic behind the answer

  • Don't let Elon musk tell you what to do with your genitals. Also anyone that cares about brith rate and however much there is of whatever race is weird.

    Humans will ultimately evolve into another species and concept of human races will become irrelevant.

  • Shit I should have an answer but all I can think about is categories of incompetent communication attempts, aka people that are effectively mute and can't form sentences.

    For example, you can figure out from context someone is pro republican, but they say "republicans have got rid of bureaucracy/regulation that holds back businesses" and mean it as a good thing, then get mad when you push back and more mad that they have to justify their statement.

    Then there's ass-pulls that lack any supporting logic (not evidence because human brain doesn't require evidence to believe things) then they get mad when there's push back. The example there is a random antivaxxers that decided that deaths from the covid vaccine was underreported by 20 times simple because "it's common for things to being reported by that much", then get furious when I multiply covid deaths by 20 and magically covid deaths are over reported

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  • So they're boba Fett

  • I know satellites can make out cities not even the visible spectrum satellites.

    Now that I think about it there are lots of wireless devices. If you have a living room TV you could block that. Obvious mesh network nodes can have their signal blocked. Also your phone can move closer too and further away from wireless router

    Yeah I could see it if you have enough data you could at least check node proximity, but floor plan mapping might be different

  • Probably thought landscapers were a part of nature. Like landscapers are deer but instead of walking through yards to eat berries they cut hedges into clean shapes

  • I never thought about dehydrated bean powder. I'm not much of a bean eater unless.

    But there's a fast growing edible plant (Azolla filiculoides) and when I run out room for it and have to cultivate it and store it outside of growing space.

    Powdered form would be decent since I can make smoothies/drinks from that

    Problems is I'd have to store the azolla before I was and boil it to be dehydrated

  • Seems like you need a bigger jar.

    I don't bother canned stuff and I barely know canning.

    My little side project making me look into plant powder. Which is food dehydration+ blender. I feel like powders can last months