Light ALWAYS travels away from you at the speed of light no matter how fast you and your flashlight are going. Something has to give and that is time. It may look to outside observers, not traveling that fast along with you, that light is going 1 m/s faster than you... but you would also appear to be moving in super slow motion trying to reach out for the beam. The faster you go the slower time moves for you.
Just remember that it doesn't matter if you have an addiction or not, the reason gambling establishments are as affordable or attractive as they are is because there are people feeding their entire life savings/retirement into them right now destroying their lives. They can afford for you to get that fun occasional win as long as the addicted keep them propped up.
You can't just start being a meerkat without proper permits. Then you have to get a bug huntig license that renews annually. Of course there is a tax on the bugs per pound consumed so you need to keep track of that. Would you like a subscription to quicken online, mongoose edition? Don't forget to deduct the cost of the subscription.
There is also a cost per unbroken pee stream into the toilet. Keep those streams smooth!