Its not really about the suffering, its about the journey that is unique to you that you cannot possibly share with others since you've never taken it, and so it reflects in the art you bring.

The thing about ai is that if it was perfect to make the image in your head appear on a screen, is that youd notice actually that the image in your head would be shit (its ok). Youd experience this if you did any art, and it takes both an artistic mind with good artistic skills to come up with an effective "medium" or "tool" "image" to transfer your idea to another human being's mind. It takes a fluency that can't be grasped unless you pick up one of the tools you'd use to make any art.

And the suffering part comes if you are forcing yourself do get the result you want. You can learn art without suffering, without feeling ashamed at your lack of skill if you arm yourself with patience, something that ai confirms to the audience and other people you don't have, and so can't possibly make any contribution to what we understand as art.

The suffering is brought on by this lack of patience about thinking HOW every stroke has to be measured and precise in like a Van Gogh's painting (pointillism) to the pov and line art of that famous dio vs jonathan confrontation in jojo's bizarre adventure, each form of art taking inspiration of art before it that an art enjoyer might be familiar with. But it doesn't have to be, but it is since time in this world time is money, and less is afforded to us for every waste.

I am not shaming btw, I only learned to communicate in an adversarial way soz.