Having found a strong and lasting romance, this isn't even a question for me. I would never deprive my partner of what we've been lucky enough to make together. Obviously you never know what else might have been, but it would be madness to roll those dice again. Throwing away a happy life in hopes of higher highs? That sounds like the second act of a really tedious allegory.
All this to agree from another perspective with those who also said: You play the hand. Life is not "about" anything that happened to you, it's about the choices you've made and what they meant.
Before he died, the idea of EPCOT was to create his vision of an actual city, not just a park attraction. I read a quote from him about it that seems very much in the vein of Mussolini's idea of fascism as the fusion of corporate and state power,
“There will be no landowners and therefore no voting control. People will rent houses instead of buying them, and at modest rentals. There will be no retirees; everyone must be employed.”
Better headline, "Disney toes the line for Nazi scum, and Walt himself was a Nazi sympathiser even after Kristallnacht. EPCOT was his fascistic wet dream. Fuck Disney throughout time."
We're gonna slut-shame wild animals when there are still billionaires we haven't strung up? Let's tend our own gardens for a while, at least until we're in a geological period not named after our mistakes.
If I mention the Floyd protests are we going to start splitting hairs about what makes a protest vs a riot?