No shit, the bottom right of my desk has that same outer layer, and placement of hinges as holes for shelves, but I took the door off for ventilation for my PC.
A person can be smart, but people are fucking stupid.
Please don't you ever equate yourself to what more than one person thinks.
You've thought about you more and your opinion is the most valuable when it comes to you. Be yourself at all times. Maybe you'll do it enough and people will admire it. Maybe you have, just always forget about what others think, it has so much to do with you and so little to do with them.
You can't share yourself if you've already molded it to be everyone else.
Edit: I really hope you don't read this as malicious or corrective, more of just a please don't forget about you. It's so easy to compare yourself to others or where you think others should place you, but they can never ever have your perspective. Just be your best you, and at least one person will love that and feel proud of it. That person will be you.
"What do you guys wanna do? Actually I know, let's check out this building" "no you should really check out this building" "get in the fucking building"
"Guys I wanna leave"
"Okay but $50 and we will call your phone for eternity"
Or we can show up and convince them that there is an ongoing class war and politely let them know they've been used to fight themselves and that we have more people on our side of the class war.
Godamn Jewish tornados