Nah this is a weird comment. I highly doubt OP grew up in a space where it was not possible for their parents to shield them from their sexual activity, especially BDSM. This is child abuse bar none. At best it’s incredible negligence, but parents could have been getting off knowing how bad it was.
Also, I’m gonna need you to explain to me the evidence you have that families in other cultures are banging in front of their kids and that this isn’t affecting their psyche.
I encourage you to find a good therapist if you haven’t already. Be consistent and be honest with them and yourself.
This is not me saying you’re crazy. This is me saying the internet is not a safe place to help you with a problem like this. What you experienced was not okay. Given your age and the highly sexual content you are posting I would recommend taking a break and understanding why you’re doing what you’re doing and what you are getting from it.
Apologies if you don’t need this. Sounds like you’re at a crossroads. No slut shaming here. Slut on!
Thanks! I’m experimenting with my laptop with 16GB RAM and no GPU/VRAM. I installed llama.cpp and am testing Gemma 7b Q5 but it’s not answering prompts correctly. It’s analyzing the prompt and not answering the question, or it gives me a poem haha. Trying to figure it out.
Any lightweight model you recommend for just chat experimenting for now? Can they connect to the internet?
If I configure it as a server is there a mode that pulls very little power like sleep, but it’s ready to be activated?