And all of that is 100% possible without having any conflicts with the existing rules. If you cant voice your opinion without direct hate speech that sounds pretty much like a you problem.
If you have a hiccup fill your mouth with water, hold your nose shut and then slowly swallow the water in your mouth. Works about 90% of the time. If it doesn't work, repeat it.
Yes i definitely had, and to some degree still have, that. For me the only way I was table to cry again was hopping on HRT (taking estrogen), but this is probably not a solution for you.
You may want to look into how the xz backdoor has been discovered. That backdoor was very well hidden. Implementing a crypto mining malware would be blatantly obvious and yes, people do in fact look at such code
And all of that is 100% possible without having any conflicts with the existing rules. If you cant voice your opinion without direct hate speech that sounds pretty much like a you problem.