yeah I just did a quality over quantity check recently ... can guarantee there's no quantity, and realized that quality also don't exist, zero reciprocating conversations, zero starting dialogue unless I initiate it by bringing up their interests. their interests are the only topics of conversation and it's literally dead silence when I attempt to discuss my life enjoyments or humerus topics. used to really stress me out and upset me thinking of it. glad I discovered Stoic philosophy as it helped me reanalyse and put things into perspective and also pushed some bad thoughts into the 'dont stress about what you cant control's category. just making the hard decision right now on if I just sever the ties that only I keep pushing for.
just glad my mom's still around and I have 2 pets that require my assistance, otherwise.. well, yeah... totally alone.
sometimes facing fears is a better way to overcome problems. hiding or making everyone avoid things that bother you or were a traumatic experience doesn't help anyone.
I used this word because it's definition applys to the scenario. It's the act of pilaging and plundering of my system resources by microsoft and other monitoring tools with no recourse but to abandon them. rape is a perfectly fine word to use. if it was strictly limited to sexual acts, I wouldn't have used it.
edit: I use this word at work too and have no issues with it both verbally and written. moreso verbally because people can't apply multi definitions of words and always assume 1 main definition
you can be very successful financially in bankrupting businesses, especially ones that are very easy to get millions upon millions in dirty money and laundering rackets... like casinos.
saw this coming the second I heard about GeForce cloud gaming...never in a million years will I subscribe to play games. wow was the only exception to that rule previously, but now I just run my own server locally so even that, never again
I honestly can't remember. I haven't been gifted anything in about 7 years now. I guess this sweater? I think I got it as a gift, I'd never buy Hilfiger clothes myself.
better start removing AI from Windows then... holy fucj my 16gb is barely holding up with windows11 that in forced to use on my work PC. slow as BALLS, it's just raping the entire system performance constantly
I'm under spending because most things aren't worth it anymore. I refuse to replace every year so I'll go without.
good example... winter shovel exploded this year. literally bought it last year. it's a scoop with a wood stick..not a complicated thing, but the scoop is made is engineered with very specific things added specifically to have it break easier. yeah, no thanks. my 5 year old snowblower...gearbox grenaded/exploded 2 months after the warranty (fuck toro btw..)
if you see broken things in the stores, that's just someone stress testing it before wasting money. I've seen soles literally peel off shoes in the store, I've seen frying pans have handles snap off in the store
you'd think. but dumping a huge bowl of food is easier then measuring and weighing it out. then dealing with the constant meows because not full enough.
yeah I just did a quality over quantity check recently ... can guarantee there's no quantity, and realized that quality also don't exist, zero reciprocating conversations, zero starting dialogue unless I initiate it by bringing up their interests. their interests are the only topics of conversation and it's literally dead silence when I attempt to discuss my life enjoyments or humerus topics. used to really stress me out and upset me thinking of it. glad I discovered Stoic philosophy as it helped me reanalyse and put things into perspective and also pushed some bad thoughts into the 'dont stress about what you cant control's category. just making the hard decision right now on if I just sever the ties that only I keep pushing for.
just glad my mom's still around and I have 2 pets that require my assistance, otherwise.. well, yeah... totally alone.